I started my blog at the beginning of 2008. Blogging has been one of the most enriching experiences of my life, mostly because of all the great friends I have meet. Going over my post here are some highlights:
The search term that was used the most to get to my blog was “horse”, from a post about the horse rescue group Rerun . This was inspired by my friend Papa’s horse Amos that he rescued.
The most personal post was My Father
From that post:
“My father did not abuse. He never laid a hand on me. I don’t remember him touching me at all. He must have picked me up when I was child, I just don’t remember it happening.
He lived through hard times, the Great Depression and World War ll. He worked six, sometimes seven days a week to pay for my mothers medical bills, she had a bad heart. I can think of these reasons for his absence now. It was something I never thought of as a child.”
“He had a nervous breakdown several years before his death. I spent every Sunday at his house. I saw this as my duty, an obligation. It was not done out of love.
I was with him in his hospital room the night he died. My last words to him were harsh. The last words he heard were not of love. As I said when he died I felt relief. He probably did as well.
If I could relieve one moment in my life that would be it. It still bothers me when I think of it. Maybe I did love my father.”
If I had to pick one post however it would be the one about Dustin Carter
This is the video about him:

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January 1, 2009 at 11:20 pm
danielle
EdfromCT,
I didn’t realize you’ve been blogging only a year. I’m so glad you started one.
I’m sorry about your dad. Man…
January 2, 2009 at 1:02 am
alece
that post about your father is… wow. thank you for the glimpse into your heart. which is more wonderful than you give yourself credit for…
January 2, 2009 at 1:09 am
tam
i remember all of these, Ed. the one on your father…still gets to me.
January 2, 2009 at 6:58 am
ric booth
Ed, I love the father post but then you know this already. That post marked the beginning of our online friendship.
January 2, 2009 at 11:57 am
edfromct
Danielle, time flies when you are having fun, it seems like only yesterday I wrote my first post.
What makes blogging so much fun, and is making new friends like you.
January 2, 2009 at 12:17 pm
edfromct
Alece, I have always been much more comfortable with the rational side of my “brain” than trying to deal with my emotional side, my “heart”. Both parts make up the whole of who I am. I have had much more success understanding “logic” than with trying to understand emotions, except of course with music.
Thanks for your thoughtful comment.
January 2, 2009 at 12:23 pm
edfromct
Tam, I am glad you like story. You were the one who inspired me to start blogging. I should give credit you for any insights my blog my give, also, of course, part of the blame when what I write makes no sense.
January 2, 2009 at 12:26 pm
edfromct
Ric, I love the poetry in your blog. It seems we have been friends for much longer than a year. I look forward to sharing 2009 with you.
January 3, 2009 at 1:56 pm
Brandy
The post about your father always makes my throat tighten and my eyes water. Always.
You started your blog a year ago?! That does not seem right!! It has gone so fast. I remember “us” all saying to you in comments on other blogs “Ed, you need a blog!”
I am SO GLAD you started one!
You are one of my favorites in this blog community Friend. ♥
January 3, 2009 at 6:22 pm
Indian Lake Papa
I have two ladies who are keeping a good eye on AMOS – one of the ladies is actually using Amos for riding lessons while I am gone.
Ed, I was blessed with a good father, he was my best friend as an adult. Yet he was not perfect. We all say and do things we wish we could go back and change – just tough to do. You have been a great friend to mama and papa in 2008. 2009 should be fun for all of us.
January 4, 2009 at 12:10 am
tam
oh sweetie, dont blame ME. you know its ALWAYS mandys fault
January 4, 2009 at 9:29 pm
edfromct
Brandy, it is amazing how quickly our community of bloggers has grown,
Becoming a part of this community has been on the best experiences of my life.
It will be fun watching DAO grow up on your You Tube site. Ain’t technology grand.
January 4, 2009 at 9:36 pm
edfromct
No fair Tam, shifting any blame to poor Mandy while she is off in her secret hid-a-way with her husband.
January 4, 2009 at 9:46 pm
edfromct
Papa, it is good to see that Amos is being taken care of, by two ladies no less. WIth all that love it might be hard for you to win him back.
It is only Jan 4, and already 2009 is off to a great start.